Has anyone else realised that “MEQ” said aloud sounds like “mech”?
Yes. That is my revelation for today. That is all.
Ok not really…
…you smartie-pantses all probably worked it out ages ago. Before the exam, even…
As for the exam itself, I thought it wasn’t too bad, but then it’s hard to tell what exactly they were looking for. And some of the questions looked very very familiar… and they wouldn’t have but for the lovely Resources page on this site, thank-you Mana + all the wonderful people who put stuff on there
But enough of exams: 2 down, 2 to go, and that’s all I shall say - for now - I am in that little post-exam state of euphoria… (Does anyone else get that? Or is it just me… One of my teachers last year made a comment that went along the lines of “So, now exams are over, you having fun regaining your non-student persona?” I didn’t even know I had a ’student persona’… but there you go.)
Back in the world of the (delusional) ass-kicking whip-cracking (non-)supergirl, I have been doing and thinking about many various things. And the stuff I’ve been thinking about is both agitated and controversial, so I’ll leave it for later when the sane ones among you would have already stopped reading =)…
Whip-cracking, in the time since I last shared my thoughts with you all, has included getting a job. Right before and during exams. (I think this is where the delusional bit comes in…) All the same, fail or not fail exams, I don’t think I will ever look at cucumbers the same way, ever again. They are silly veggies, because when you slice them with a veggie slicer the seeds fall out of the middle. And so the slices in which that happens must be discarded, because no-one wants to eat a cucumber slice that looks like a donut. (Well sorta like a donut, just a lot smaller and greener and flatter and wetter…) At the moment my feelings towards cucumber mirror those of Stewie in Family Guy towards broccoli.
Oh, and okra beat cucumber any day
And ass-kicking? Not much of that happening recently, I had another non-supergirl moment this morning, when I woke up to find that breathing was rather painful (in the throat, it’s ok everyone, I don’t have pleuritis) and yawning felt like a form of torture. So that’s my excuse. Fortunately (or maybe it’s a bad sign, I’m lost here in the grey-world of “ahhh I don’t know the mech… or the clinical progression for that matter”), 2.5 hours of exam seemed to help, and it doesn’t hurt so much anymore. Although I did have a little peek inside with a penlight… and I now know what swollen tonsils, complete with…. [drum roll]…. *exudate* look like. Ew. I’m sorry, I’m sure none of you needed to hear details
Soooo…. Now all the sane people have ceased their readership of my blog, it’s onto the agitation. Just like a washing machine cycle. (Has anyone ever pondered that? You think the marketing people of Phillips or whoever makes top loaders would change that terminology. It’s rather negative, just reminds everyone of what a chore doing the washing is…)
Indigenous studies in medicine courses. Basically I wanted to write a bit about the topic on here…that is, what I would’ve put on the discussion board, but for fear of being misunderstood (or probably more likely being off-topic). For those of you who don’t have access to the aforementioned discussion board, there seems to be a lot of division over whether the emphasis placed on Indigenous health in our medical course is justified. And my first thoughts on reading all of it is that, yes, it definitely is justified. Non-indigenous people have basically taken over this land from its indigenous peoples, and in the process have done terrible things.
Ages ago (when I was a little primary school kid), when Pauline Hanson talked about “putting the lid on Asians” and telling them to go back home, I felt pretty angry. Not so much because she was painting an unrealistic portrait of Australia’s population, but more because those of us born in Australia don’t have another home. It’s like the way I get annoyed whenever someone asks me where I’m from. Like the lady at [an unnamed corporation] who asked me whether I was on a visa or a permanent resident. And then looked surprised when I told her I was an Aussie citizen. Just like both my parents. By the way, this little tangent does have a purpose, I’m getting to it…
So, in summary, I was pissed off. ![]()
But then I realised that Indigenous people have an even harder perception to deal with in this respect. Because this is actually their home, and that of their ancestors. They, truly, have nowhere to go home to if they feel that this country is not treating them well. A lot of people who were disenchanted by the emphasis on Indigenous health appeared to be treating indigenous people as just another cultural group in our multicultural society. Which is true to a small extent… but IMHO the peoples who were “here first” are most definitely a special case.
Which brings me to my next point…
At the same time it irritates me that I have to separate Australian into indigenous and non-indigenous. I’d love it if I could say “Australian” or “Aussie” and we’d all think of absolutely everyone who classes themselves as being such. I strongly believe in losing the “us” and “them” attitude… But this isn’t about ‘assimilation’. One culture (ie. indigenous peoples) shouldn’t have to become a part of the other. Is it totally impossible to achieve a sort of synergy? (And that word doesn’t mean compromise… look it up.) Finding a place between both cultural sets where everyone is comfortable? Some of the students of ATSI heritage talk about having to choose between two cultures, indigenous and non-indigenous. If I could, I would ask them whether they could achieve such a synergy of cultures (I like that word…… synergy
). Because as someone who is, say, genetically, fully Chinese, but also fourth generation Australian, I have had to do that exactly. But I guess it is very different in their cases…
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I’m sorry, this has been one helluva marathon post. Forgive me, my inner whip escaped from my control…
On a different tack, I started this 2 days ago, and now my tonsils are looking and feeling much happier. Just like supergirl after buying new shoes
Thanks for putting up with me - back to erythropoeisis (it that how you spell it?)
xoxoxo tpaitpai

there’s a lot of things i think about being australian but also not quite australian at the same time. while we are the same in many respects (i.e. we are both australian born chinese kids) my parents are originally from malaysia so i am first generation australian. you mentioned that you are fouth generation - whoa! that really surprised me… just because i never thought about it but i suppose i just assumed that there wouldn’t be many of those people around…
for example, when someone asks me where i’m from, i have never been offended by it, but i guess that’s just me. i haven’t ever been asked as specifically as “permanent resident or temoporary visa?” however… that could be a bit disorienting.
i completely agree with you about how this situation can be directly related to indigenous australians and also how that situation is probably much more serious and a much more “valid” issue.
i have more to say about this australian/chinese thing, though. i have often felt something about not quite fitting in to australian society, and part of that, not all, was due to my looking different from most others. cutting a long story short (possibly to be the subject of an actual post), i went to China to figure this out.
it was an interesting experience and something certainly changed after i came back, in me.
good point that meq sounds like mech, it completely passed over my head. i thought you meant meq sounded like “meh”, which would have been an equally valid point.
oh and i get post-exam euphoria too, i’m sure it’s not just you.
Yay! More post-exam euphoria!!!
I’d agree with the whole “looking different from most others”… Sounds silly, but it took me a while to realise that most people make a great deal of judgement on the way someone looks, even before they open their mouth to say something.
I’d love to hear about your experiences in China…