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I think one of the hardest things is kind of putting other’s best outcomes ahead of yours. Today was one of those days, I keep doing things where i just feel helpless and giving a damn when I prolly shouldnt.

It’s rainy and I barely know how to support my diagnosis, I stand there just watching the tragedy unfold. It has been there for the last few weeks and now its ending; I wonder if this is going to be hard when it is all over. Mr/Mrs ###### will forever go down as my first proper body bag but we all tried and there is no regrets.

I think ill still smile a lil more and hope ill be fine.